k1-brigade

I've been posting litterally nothing for about 2 years aproximately, so I need to make some updates: I almost have finished my carreer, just waiting for my degree. I have been practicing drawing, but haven't uploaded a lot here,but instead on my instagram. I need to catch up with this page, so you all will be seeing more from me soon.

Since something happened lately, I began to ask myself: Do I have real friends? Each time I spent time on someone or helped him/she, inmediately they dump me. They forget completely about me. Now that I think about it, I have never really had someone who stayed that long in my life. I'm always... "disposable" to put it in one word. I should have gotten used to it, but still hurts. I dont think someone would read this anyway, nobody does. I'm always wondering "whats wrong with me?", "Am I that botherful?", "Is it something that I said?". I just really needed to express this in one place, even if its just thrown away, just like me. Makes me fee